sigh
well today i realized i am still not over rikku and gippals deaths, November 18th was the anniversary of me getting Rikku, and pretty soon next week even december will be Gippals anniversary, i cried today, i cried very hard, i don't know why but the absence of their singing broke me today. siiigh i wish i could exercise and rest today, but i have to clean this house today, it is the last chance i have before thanksgiving.