As we know it...
It has been complicated. Things with dan are bittersweet. Yes, he treats me fantastically...he does have his own insecurities that I am not comfortable with...but...relationships are about giving. and sometimes giving yourself a bit of patience.
We love each other. It is nice to be loved...there have been so many relationships...atleast the last three..where I was either not loved, or not told until it was too late.
So..the bad news...there is trouble in paradise.
Out of all the rooms to have issues with, ours would be the bedroom. Dan's insecurities manifest themselves in a very emasculating sort of way. He's attracted to me, and he loves me, but everytime it gets to be "business time" he thinks of things such as "I am going to blow this..." or "she's too good for me." and things go downhill.
While that's an issue that time can heal, it's been a while. Like..2 months atleast. Probably a bit more.
I can count my satisfactory "business times" on one hand. Not cool.
And to make matters worse, Frankie is being completely flirtacious. If I didnt feel rejected on a regular basis, it wouldnt be a big deal to brush off...but his risque comments atleast make me feel sexy.
Rejection on a regular basis can do hell to your self esteem.
We love each other. It is nice to be loved...there have been so many relationships...atleast the last three..where I was either not loved, or not told until it was too late.
So..the bad news...there is trouble in paradise.
Out of all the rooms to have issues with, ours would be the bedroom. Dan's insecurities manifest themselves in a very emasculating sort of way. He's attracted to me, and he loves me, but everytime it gets to be "business time" he thinks of things such as "I am going to blow this..." or "she's too good for me." and things go downhill.
While that's an issue that time can heal, it's been a while. Like..2 months atleast. Probably a bit more.
I can count my satisfactory "business times" on one hand. Not cool.
And to make matters worse, Frankie is being completely flirtacious. If I didnt feel rejected on a regular basis, it wouldnt be a big deal to brush off...but his risque comments atleast make me feel sexy.
Rejection on a regular basis can do hell to your self esteem.