whiskey thoughts
more like beer thoughts, but that totally doesn't sound as good. i am feeling pretty good overall, even though i am still waiting on SSD to give me any money, i would like to be returning the favor to all the people that have done so much for me in the time i have had no income. but i still wait,...
in the meantime, i should totally be writing CD reviews, but i am having trouble getting going on it, i hate that it is so hard right now. it pisses me off, royally. but things are looking better, strangely. amazing how much a good week can make such a difference in perspective. i'm beginning to feel stirrings of emotions that i have not felt in a while.
right now my kiddo is breaking my heart. he cries every sunday when i bring him back to his mom's. that's hard for a dad. my poor little guy. not that his mom is doing anything wrong, it's just got to be tough for a kid that grew up for 5 years with both parents, and suddenly he's seeing mom during the week and dad on weekends.
on the positive side, i have learned so much from all of this, i am sure at some point i will be a whole person.
in the meantime, i should totally be writing CD reviews, but i am having trouble getting going on it, i hate that it is so hard right now. it pisses me off, royally. but things are looking better, strangely. amazing how much a good week can make such a difference in perspective. i'm beginning to feel stirrings of emotions that i have not felt in a while.
right now my kiddo is breaking my heart. he cries every sunday when i bring him back to his mom's. that's hard for a dad. my poor little guy. not that his mom is doing anything wrong, it's just got to be tough for a kid that grew up for 5 years with both parents, and suddenly he's seeing mom during the week and dad on weekends.
on the positive side, i have learned so much from all of this, i am sure at some point i will be a whole person.