Week 10
I watched EatPrayLove last night - good movie - but as always, with a book sooooo full of thoughts and self-reflection, a movie can only scratch the surface of it. When I watched the movie last night I had again (like when I read the book) this feeling, that I need to change something in my life. Reflecting about it, I suddenly realized, that I was a bit like Liz friend from New York, who had a job, husband, kid the loved, but still envied her freedom or courage, to just leave. Then I thought again - what would I really want to change in my life?
Actually - not much at all. I like to have more time to myself, free of obligations. Time to write or do my cross-stitching or start painting again.
But I could probably easily achieve this time by stopping being so much on the computer.
I just slipped into a way of living my day to day life, I could very easily change, without traveling to Bali or into an indian ashram.
(Which I am sure would hate, because I have a fear of strange insects, snake and everything that slithers - though the italian part would certainly suit me ;-) ) It is the simple truth of getting rid of things and habbits, that crowd me in and stopp me from doing the things I want to do.
I sincerly hope - I am not to lazy for it.
Actually - not much at all. I like to have more time to myself, free of obligations. Time to write or do my cross-stitching or start painting again.
But I could probably easily achieve this time by stopping being so much on the computer.
I just slipped into a way of living my day to day life, I could very easily change, without traveling to Bali or into an indian ashram.
(Which I am sure would hate, because I have a fear of strange insects, snake and everything that slithers - though the italian part would certainly suit me ;-) ) It is the simple truth of getting rid of things and habbits, that crowd me in and stopp me from doing the things I want to do.
I sincerly hope - I am not to lazy for it.