On my biggest fear.
My biggest fear: being forever alone.
Never finding someone who loves me more than anyone else. Never knowing what that feels like. Never knowing for sure that I'm worth something to someone. Never being good enough for anyone to want to spend their life with me. Never being able to get married because no one will ever stay with me for that long. Never knowing what it's like for anyone to take interest in me in the first place.
I'm not sure what any of that is like. And it's what I want more than anything.
Never finding someone who loves me more than anyone else. Never knowing what that feels like. Never knowing for sure that I'm worth something to someone. Never being good enough for anyone to want to spend their life with me. Never being able to get married because no one will ever stay with me for that long. Never knowing what it's like for anyone to take interest in me in the first place.
I'm not sure what any of that is like. And it's what I want more than anything.