I don't care and nor do my ears...
I suppose I should really update more often, but my life is not that exciting.
I'm on day 5 of 15 of sobriety due to being on some medicine for my Crohn's disease. It's REALLY difficult and I'm not just saying that. It makes me think I may have a problem or that I use alcohol as a crutch far too often. Then, however, another part of says maybe not. If I truly had a problem I probably would have stopped taking the meds so that I could drink, which I have not.
I do believe I have reached the lull of my summer. I've been excruciatingly bored the past few days. I'm sure the sobriety isn't helping, but also what few friends I do have are out of town for the holiday weekend.
At first I got a little depressed/sad about this, but then I remembered my life just 3 months ago suffering in a shitty sales position that I hated, and I totally reversed my outlook. Boredom may be super lame, but it's a quick fix compared to having your soul sucked out at a 40 hour a week job.
I just need a hobby or something, that's all. Speaking of which, I've been trying that whole exercise thing and I still don't like it. It's just not me. As I told my friend, I do enough to stay presentable but I will not ever become a fitness model or something like that.
I have been reading more, however, which is good.
Let's see....other than that there is really nothing new. I am very excited for grad school to actually start. I want to be in class, be productive, etc. I'm sure I'll end up bitching about it as I always do eventually, but at least I'll be doing something to better my life.
Other than that, I really got nothing. I told ya, boring.
I'm on day 5 of 15 of sobriety due to being on some medicine for my Crohn's disease. It's REALLY difficult and I'm not just saying that. It makes me think I may have a problem or that I use alcohol as a crutch far too often. Then, however, another part of says maybe not. If I truly had a problem I probably would have stopped taking the meds so that I could drink, which I have not.
I do believe I have reached the lull of my summer. I've been excruciatingly bored the past few days. I'm sure the sobriety isn't helping, but also what few friends I do have are out of town for the holiday weekend.
At first I got a little depressed/sad about this, but then I remembered my life just 3 months ago suffering in a shitty sales position that I hated, and I totally reversed my outlook. Boredom may be super lame, but it's a quick fix compared to having your soul sucked out at a 40 hour a week job.
I just need a hobby or something, that's all. Speaking of which, I've been trying that whole exercise thing and I still don't like it. It's just not me. As I told my friend, I do enough to stay presentable but I will not ever become a fitness model or something like that.
I have been reading more, however, which is good.
Let's see....other than that there is really nothing new. I am very excited for grad school to actually start. I want to be in class, be productive, etc. I'm sure I'll end up bitching about it as I always do eventually, but at least I'll be doing something to better my life.
Other than that, I really got nothing. I told ya, boring.