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I managed to get a very long rest and I am feeling much better now =).
I often get convinced in my mind and questioned if I could handle this class, that dropping the course will be freedom because it has gotten that tough with the test coming up, only having the one or two days in between schedule work shifts to study and do assignments + getting stubborn programs to work. The whole irony of it all is that even with such a poor studying environment, the pressure of juggling everything exhausting out my mind while I worked on assignments leaving me thinking that I did poorly on them. I was expecting to get really bad marks for my assignments, I even told a classmate of mine that if my beginning programming assignments began showing failure marks, I would decide to drop the course then. That would indicate, this isn't for me.
However all 8 have been coming out exceptionally well, its the strangest thing ever. So I guess it made my decision really hard to make since it has been stressing me out a lot. Well despite that I decided that I am going to keep going regardless, I want to show myself that I can accomplish something that I had to work my ass for, so if I end up getting a great mark at the end of this course, I would yell out to myself and the world that I made it through and feel every bit of that really great feeling inside =)
I am going to keep working hard, I made it through almost 3 weeks
I can get through another , so round 2 here I come
I often get convinced in my mind and questioned if I could handle this class, that dropping the course will be freedom because it has gotten that tough with the test coming up, only having the one or two days in between schedule work shifts to study and do assignments + getting stubborn programs to work. The whole irony of it all is that even with such a poor studying environment, the pressure of juggling everything exhausting out my mind while I worked on assignments leaving me thinking that I did poorly on them. I was expecting to get really bad marks for my assignments, I even told a classmate of mine that if my beginning programming assignments began showing failure marks, I would decide to drop the course then. That would indicate, this isn't for me.
However all 8 have been coming out exceptionally well, its the strangest thing ever. So I guess it made my decision really hard to make since it has been stressing me out a lot. Well despite that I decided that I am going to keep going regardless, I want to show myself that I can accomplish something that I had to work my ass for, so if I end up getting a great mark at the end of this course, I would yell out to myself and the world that I made it through and feel every bit of that really great feeling inside =)
I am going to keep working hard, I made it through almost 3 weeks
I can get through another , so round 2 here I come