Im going to exspoled
i havent cried in along time i have had many reasons why but today was a day from hell i need to vent and i just want to break down and scream at some one let every thing out i now i over dramdisize thing but im tried of this i feel like a piggy bank i never get to have fun or be in with the jokes with some people cause im just there to listen to them vent im the one when every one else has gone off to do something fun and im there to listen to you cry but the minute some one else comes im the one who leaves cuase its ocward i feel so used why cant i be apart off the fun more then the sorrow what ever dont take this the wrong way i want to cry but i realy dont want to exsplain i just wnat some one to hold me while i cry in a cornerpeople keep talking behind eachother back and i dont want to be apart of it anymore im tried of it why cant people just be friends with there friends and not holds grudges but then im the biggest hypocrite but imt tried i dont know what im trying to say but i had tto get something out why cant some one hold me for once give me a hug and let me cry