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[kodmister]

i wrote something in my journal to day that was my true fealings i will not take it back ever but i will apologize if it ofened you but if you were to look at it from eyes and my point of view may you would understand it more i have some health issues that i intrusted with a few people and know some one else knows about and i didnt want that to

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[kodmister]

i was honeslty talk ing about katys mom because that is her worst fear in th world i would never tell your mother she already knows because erin has said she has dont it before im sorry your right and i will respect erins wish and leave every thing and one alone im sorry because i screwed up and not only did i hurt you guys i hurt my self once again because i guess i am a person who ends up driving people away and i just relized that so will try next time i maybe get a close friend im sorry for every causeing anyone any berden or pain im so sorry for judying things and im sorry for caring so much the thing is im not over my grandmas dealth and when i told derek about the necklace i were and you guys smoking feeling swarmed inside that i couldnt stop but im going to southdakota in a few days so im so sorry if i caused you and anger pissiness or anything i truly am from the bottom of my heart erin didnt want to talk to me so my guess is you wish is the same i will leave you alone i already got a brithday present for her and things for a themed birthday party i dont think she wants them from me anymore but if i could some how give them to you it would mean alot if could ahve them cause it was exspensive and reminded me so much of her i couldnt keep it would hurt to much but if you have any problem with it at all let me now and ill find some thing else for it im truly sorry once again you may hate me saying this but you will never know how bad i hurt my self looseing you guys im sorry once again