annoyed with life
sometimes i just want to sit in my room and cry.
a lot lately.
i don't know why i'm just not happy anymore. i think it's because im unhappy with where i am. I've been forced to write this career paper for one of my classes on what i want to do in life. and i have no fucking idea. i realized im unhappy with public relations and business. i have NO idea what i want to do. it makes me upset and angry.
and then theres this pressure from my family of always doing well in school. i'm doing pretty shitty this semester to be honest with you. everyone wants me to quit my job. i just want to quit at life right now. i just want time to figure everything out. figure myself out. figure my life out right now.
everything is hurting me. i missed mark when he came down here last week because of work. i havent seen him in a year and it makes me want to bawl my eyes out because i miss him.
my living situation is shit for next year. my parents want me to live with my brother but he has NEVER ONCE given me the time of day. why the hell would i live iwth him?
so anywayy. theres my venting for this evening..
a lot lately.
i don't know why i'm just not happy anymore. i think it's because im unhappy with where i am. I've been forced to write this career paper for one of my classes on what i want to do in life. and i have no fucking idea. i realized im unhappy with public relations and business. i have NO idea what i want to do. it makes me upset and angry.
and then theres this pressure from my family of always doing well in school. i'm doing pretty shitty this semester to be honest with you. everyone wants me to quit my job. i just want to quit at life right now. i just want time to figure everything out. figure myself out. figure my life out right now.
everything is hurting me. i missed mark when he came down here last week because of work. i havent seen him in a year and it makes me want to bawl my eyes out because i miss him.
my living situation is shit for next year. my parents want me to live with my brother but he has NEVER ONCE given me the time of day. why the hell would i live iwth him?
so anywayy. theres my venting for this evening..