Dean/Castiel
Alt. Rock + Instrumental
15 songs
This mix fits in sometime between 5.16 and 5.18. Deals with Castiel and Dean's struggle and their anger at God, themselves, and each other.
Enchanté // Bartois
Instrumental
The Good Ship Lifestyle // Chumbawamba
I elect me the captain
This is the lonliest voyage
I've ever been on
...
Sail away from the world
So steer a course
A course for nowhere
And drop the anchor
My little Empire
I'm going nowhere (This is the Good Ship Lifestyle)
So Far Away // Crossfade
No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
Apologize (feat. OneRepublic) // Timbaland
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
I Can't Do it Alone // 3OH!3
Back it up, back it up,
If you talkin' shit to me,
Smack it up, smack it up,
If you act a bitch to me
...
So tell me baby, pretty baby, that this house is not a graveyard,
Tell me how to stay strong and carry you home
...
God dammit, I just can't do it alone
When I Wonder // Bartois
Instrumental
Terrible Lie // Nine Inch Nails
Hey God
Why are you doing this to me?
Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be?
Why am I seething with this animosity?
Hey God
I think you owe me a great big apology.
...
Terrible lie.
My head is filled with disease.
My skin is begging you please.
I'm on my hands and knees.
I want so much to believe.
I need someone to hold on to.
Closer // Kings of Leon
Stranded in this spooky town
Stoplights are swaying and the phone lines are down
This floor is crackling cold
...
With the moon I run
Far from the carnage of the fiery sun
Driven by the strangled vein
Showing no mercy I do it again
Open up your eye
You keep on crying, baby
I’ll bleed you dry
The skies are blinking at me
I see a storm bubbling up from the sea
And it's coming closer
75% // Lennex
Save me I'm fading fast
Please give me an exit pass
So I can get off and claim
This trauma's been complicated by strain
Through everyone of my veins
I'm starting to fall apart
All the Right Moves // OneRepublic
It can be possible that rain can fall,
Only when it's over our heads
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away
Over the world is death.
...
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
Grey Matter // Bartois
Instrumental
Changing // Saosin
You fall apart each time you start to say goodbye
But there is nobody watching.
(nobody watching)
You've watched your grip, you step and slip but don't know why.
And this is just the beginning.
(just the beginning)
You had the hopes to make it last, it's moving fast.
And now you're realizing.
(realizing)
That in the past, the dreams you had make people feel
Like you were just reciting.
Veins // Charlotte Martin
Oh hallelujah I've come undone
The unshackling of the chains on my wrists
The loyalty to pain that resists
And the greatest books are talking about this
Why must everybody die to exist?
My Little Japanese Cigarette Case // Spoon
Let all my memories be gone
Let the memories be gone
...
Then break a mirror to my face
Let all my memories be gone
Cantus in Memory of Benjamin Britten // Arvo Pärte
Instrumental
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