Feb 10, 2005 21:10
Let's see..(just writing whatever comes to mind)
am horribly depressed...because I can't seem to summon up any energy...(wonder if there's a summoning no jutsu for energy? instead of frogs...Bunta is scary...)
am confused because somehow I've managed to hurt/piss off certain people who refuse to admit/say out loud that I've managed to hurt/piss them off. I dunno what's going on anymore...and I'm too tired to do anything...I'll just let time handle things, I guess...(which is what I always do...such wuss when it comes to feelings and mushy stuff....)Or maybe it's all in my head....
am somewhat glad that my song is on again...(mr.brightside)
am suffering from a huge headache...think my eyes are getting steadily worse...no more reading under the covers for this girl...
am writing way too much random stuff, not nearly as inspired as I should be...
am strangely apathetic...
am bored...
am being squashed by writer's block
am torn between doing what I want---soccer---or doing what others want me to do---not as superficial as it seems...
am craving a burrito for some ungodly reason
am annoyed because of what I read on Shanleigh's lj...the vegan thing...
am in pain from a burned tongue from soup that was too far away, too expensive, and too yucky.
am sad that I can't enjoy reading...
am disturbed all the things I predicted--jokingly-- are coming true...
am glad I am pyschic...or at least somewhat perceptive...
am feeling strange about the fact that I haven't watched tv in more than two weeks...not even anime
am just realizing how weird it is to feel all this at once...
am just figuring out the reason I'm so crazy...
am laughing because figure=shigure in my sick, twisted, otaku mind...
am slightly worried at the extent of my otaku-ness
am going now...bye bye.......