party like it's prom night

Jun 09, 2012 19:00

it's been an amazing month, so far.



first off i finally finally saw my girlfriend. holy shit, she is even more gorgeous in person than i can explain. i get butterflies /every time/ i look at her, or squeeze her into a hug, or nuzzle her. that's never going to change, i'm sure. it's honestly been the most amazing experience of my life. i can't wait for any other visits we have; be they her to me or me to her.

then secondly, i am actually laughing at some logic some people have. i call someone out on basically being a debbie downer and making a big deal about me posting some robo.tos and pics with my girlfriend, and said girl flips out completely and removes me from everything and says "i have never wanted someone out of my life so fast". err...okay? i mean i guess i can't change your mind but *kanye west shrug*. have fun? o_o

AND THEN, the best part. i make a personal post (the one previous to this), and someone else decides to make a HUGE DEAL OF IT on tumblr (of all places.....) for no apparent reason. i should also mention she made it very clear she never wanted to talk to me again or associate with me. which that's fine; i totally respect people's choices. we're all mature adults here, and people fall in and out of friendships. that's totally a part of life, and i understand/respect that.

but because of this tumblr post (which lovingly ended in "grow up little girl, grow the fuck up"; which was hilarious and definitely showed the upset factor), i went on my other twitter and it was suddenly EVERYONE HATES ANDREA DAY. like. i was more confused on what just happened vs like what all was being said about me. among the offended included someone who was upset that i called her out on it not being okay to bash idols (which...it isn't. it's okay if you're obviously joking, i.e. "wow jinki is so clumsy here, he's derpy" but not "minho is so useless, why is he even in shinee".) and someone else just being offended and saying "she's out of my life so i don't care". if i was out of your life, why was the need to even post about me said....I AM JUST CONFUSED LOL LIKE WHY WAS THIS EVEN NEEDED

i'm also very confused on why i am not allowed to speak my mind
on the internet
on my personal blog
without someone having the need to attack me for my opinion, even if they don't agree with it
like
why
what are you doing with your life that you are that offended by posts you don't agree with instead of just quietly...y'know.... hitting that "X" in the corner of your browser window and pretending like you never read it
why are you offended by things on the internet
what are you doing in my kitchen
why are you still here

wat, irl stuff, i don't understand you

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