Twilight.
It's messy because I'm an idiot and am using my tv as a monitor and it's like 6 feet away and I can't see anything. Excuses, excuses!
I have been at my job for nearly a year. That sounds impressive to me, but then when I think about how many mental breakdowns and anxiety attacks I've had since I started - it's really one year too many. This job is the most stressful and unrewarding thing I've ever done. I imagine it is similar to childbirth. Right, ladies? Nine months of getting fat(ter) and all you get in the end is a pink blob of your own juices that will most likely grow up to blame all of their problems on you. JK? I would like to have kids but let's not try and pretend like it's not really just bringing an extra person into the world so you can have millions of awkward moments with them. Either you will try to control them and they will hate you for being a tyrant - or you will give them freedom and they will hate you for not giving them enough attention. OR you will be supportive of all of their endeavors and then they will hate you because they can never be as good as they want to be in order to make you proud - even though you're totally proud already! And if they don't hate you for any of those reasons - then they will probably be very boring people who follow rules and stay out of the way of the people who are actually changing the world because they never got enough space/affection/respect from their parents. Google it! This is a scientifically studied psychological fact.