Oct 17, 2008 15:42
my dad keeps complaining about financial situations.
my brother is leaving tomorrow.
i made an attempt to be friendly and try not to let us be awkward but got shot down.
i feel like my friends forget about me and its always me who has to ask to hangout.
i have a feeling im not getting into the photo program.
im dead broke.
my teachers harrass me.
i keep having nightmares. he always shows up. and theres always another girl.
my family is thinking of selling everything and moving AGAIN.
despite everything...im trying not to let it get me down. im not overreacting. im keeping my emotions in tact.
im just gonna party this weekend and have fun for once.
im gonna make new friends.
im gonna keep in contact with current ones and hopefully eventually it wont always be me calling them.
im going to force myself to stop thinking of him.
im going to keep myself motivated and work hard.
i dont need someone to make me happy.
im gonna keep my chin up.