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i really need to get it into my head...its not me, men are just all insensitive jerks. every single one of them.
why do i keep fooling myself that it'll be different with the right guy. nope.
makes me feel like its my fault. maybe it is. maybe i'm meant to be alone.
i couldnt make anyone happy anyways.
i'm always "miserable" and "unhappy" remember?
yeah well you make me cry at night.
i'm always the one who is committed and ready and willing to make it happen.
you are the one who is always unsure. dont know what you want. ruin all of our, or i should say--my, plans.
i want to be with you. for the long haul.
i want to live with you. be with you all the time.
you supposedly want to find hapiness...without even knowing what could make you happy.
i cant.
why do i go to school? so that i can make my dream come true. i want to be a professional photographer. a career! i'm working so hard for it.
you dont care about anything. you dont care about me. my feelings. what i want for us.
you should want it too. why dont you want to be with me too?
happy 2 year. all of our plans are canceled. for that date. and for our future.
why do i keep fooling myself that it'll be different with the right guy. nope.
makes me feel like its my fault. maybe it is. maybe i'm meant to be alone.
i couldnt make anyone happy anyways.
i'm always "miserable" and "unhappy" remember?
yeah well you make me cry at night.
i'm always the one who is committed and ready and willing to make it happen.
you are the one who is always unsure. dont know what you want. ruin all of our, or i should say--my, plans.
i want to be with you. for the long haul.
i want to live with you. be with you all the time.
you supposedly want to find hapiness...without even knowing what could make you happy.
i cant.
why do i go to school? so that i can make my dream come true. i want to be a professional photographer. a career! i'm working so hard for it.
you dont care about anything. you dont care about me. my feelings. what i want for us.
you should want it too. why dont you want to be with me too?
happy 2 year. all of our plans are canceled. for that date. and for our future.