I told you so
Lately, especially in the last week, I have encountered this alot. Coming from both me and from other people. Unfortunatly, I don't always see it coming, and it turns around to bite me in the ass. I can count five "I told you so's" this week that have come true, some were more expected than others, all of them were not good. 1 in particular though I didn't see coming. For the most part, I am intent on being vague, mainly because I am ready for this entire week to be over. Every dirty little secret that I know about everything is going to be flushed down the drain tonight because I am done giving a shit about everything.
On the same topic, and I am really not straying far, because this all fits under the "I told you so" catagory, why is it everyone this week is denying the one OBVIOUS FUCKING TRUTH! I am beyond pissed that my friends are so quick to blame someone else for their problems, rather than look closer to home. The blame game as started ladies and gentlemen, be the first to purchase ringside tickets because this could get real interesting. After all, why blame your own drug dealer when there are so many others to chose from. Oh, and I love vomiting in public, reminiscent of lieing politicians who stand in front of their community and tell everyone what they want to hear. When the truth is they are, oh, I don't know, smoking crack in hotel room with a couple of prostitutes. But you can forgive him because, after all, he's only human, and he gave a wonderful public speech, so I guess its okay now. Right?
Metephoricaly speaking, of course. knowing that time heals all the pain in the world, and without wanting to ever open up healing wounds, this is the last time I will speak about nothing. Just know that I told you so about this bad taste in my mouth. Its not going to go away, and it will bother me to my grave.
Now is the time for apologies.
There is a number of you who I haven't seen for a while. Im sorry.
Your friendships don't matter to me any less.
Im sorry to the girl I am forcing to go out tonight. She doesn't want to, but I am making her.
For you, I am sorry I wasn't there for you. Be in peace.
To the RA girl who I got shitty with. Sorry, but you deserved it.
More directly, to those who use alcohol to minipulate women, Im am not sorry for thinking that you are pieces of shit.
To Jazzy Fay, Im sorry I havn't been there for you to chew on my feet. Thats always a good time.
To everyone else who is staring at bewilderment at this post, wondering what the hell I am talking about. Im sorry.
On the same topic, and I am really not straying far, because this all fits under the "I told you so" catagory, why is it everyone this week is denying the one OBVIOUS FUCKING TRUTH! I am beyond pissed that my friends are so quick to blame someone else for their problems, rather than look closer to home. The blame game as started ladies and gentlemen, be the first to purchase ringside tickets because this could get real interesting. After all, why blame your own drug dealer when there are so many others to chose from. Oh, and I love vomiting in public, reminiscent of lieing politicians who stand in front of their community and tell everyone what they want to hear. When the truth is they are, oh, I don't know, smoking crack in hotel room with a couple of prostitutes. But you can forgive him because, after all, he's only human, and he gave a wonderful public speech, so I guess its okay now. Right?
Metephoricaly speaking, of course. knowing that time heals all the pain in the world, and without wanting to ever open up healing wounds, this is the last time I will speak about nothing. Just know that I told you so about this bad taste in my mouth. Its not going to go away, and it will bother me to my grave.
Now is the time for apologies.
There is a number of you who I haven't seen for a while. Im sorry.
Your friendships don't matter to me any less.
Im sorry to the girl I am forcing to go out tonight. She doesn't want to, but I am making her.
For you, I am sorry I wasn't there for you. Be in peace.
To the RA girl who I got shitty with. Sorry, but you deserved it.
More directly, to those who use alcohol to minipulate women, Im am not sorry for thinking that you are pieces of shit.
To Jazzy Fay, Im sorry I havn't been there for you to chew on my feet. Thats always a good time.
To everyone else who is staring at bewilderment at this post, wondering what the hell I am talking about. Im sorry.