Worst day this year.
I'm sad today, because we got our seating in orchestra.
He moved me back three seats.
I know I deserve it, but I'd like to get better. How will he notice me though, all the way back there? I'm so sad. At least Patrick is my stand partner. He's really a cool guy.
I realised today that orchestra is like any other class, except I have two of them. And the grade looks the same, so why not excel in a different area? I really want to be good at something. Anything, and since I can't write, because Mrs. Greene is a non-teacher and teaches a blow-off class, I guess I'll put everything I've got into AP World History. It's the class I learn the most in, so why not?
I dunno. The only thing I do know is that I can't wait to get the hell out of music. At least orchestra. I hate it, I hate the politics, and the competition and the drama.
I so can't wait to grow up and get out of here. Go to New York.
Ugh. I'm going to go whine to that boy who, strangly keeps listening.