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just when i think he cant hurt me anymore i let my guard down n get hurt....at least its cant possibly hurt as much as it did n he only kinda blew me off (i think, not that that makes it right). argh, i found pics from my DC trip in april n i had needed to waste film so theres a pic of me, of him, and of us, which i just hung up cuz i see his smile again and i miss him. but more shit has happened so i guess it cant be good news when we talk. its like i want him back but i like being free, i just dont wanna lose him n im scared. but he cant be here or treat me right at this point in time and other ppl can. gio's been really sweet to me lately but i dunno where that's going....
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its been cool finally gettin close to my co-workers, ive been close w/ luis for a little, n now im always talkin to christian online and i talked for a while to alex one day.
haha ada's bf snores! he was sleepin while i ate dinner in the break room, it was so funny. i almost went to the movies w/ christain and erick n i dunno who else but it didnt work out :( some other time.
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its been cool finally gettin close to my co-workers, ive been close w/ luis for a little, n now im always talkin to christian online and i talked for a while to alex one day.
haha ada's bf snores! he was sleepin while i ate dinner in the break room, it was so funny. i almost went to the movies w/ christain and erick n i dunno who else but it didnt work out :( some other time.