Only in Dreams..

Oct 28, 2004 22:22

Dreams

I can always find you here.. smiling.. loving me.. hating me..
I come here for the stability, for the memories..
We will always meet here.. and maybe this is where it should stay..
This is where it should end.. we'll always have our memories, our hopes, our dreams..
Dreams never end.. our love is a dream...

I came in and found you this morning.. lieing in your bed.. looking beautiful as you did when we first met.. it's amazing to me how your beauty grows every day.. I kiss your lips but you can't feel me.. you're warm.. you smell so nice.. always so nice.. you turn and say something, sleep talk.. I can't understand what you say.. is it me you're talking to? Your eyes flutter.. shhh.. stay sleeping.. stay like this.. just like this.. when I can tell you everything I've always wanted.. when I can have you all to myself.. stay like this.. I caress your face.. you can't feel me... hold your hand.. you can't feel me.. I wish I could keep you like this.. my sleeping princess.. I'd be your prince.. I'd wake you with my lips, my touch.. we'd lock eyes.. you would love me and I would love you.. but you're far away.. and I can only watch.. I lay with you.. wrap my arms around you.. but you can't feel me.. so warm.. is it okay for me to hold you like this? okay for me to love you? your eyes flutter again.. you speak.. "I love you..".. a tear drop.. my tear.. I'll shed only one.. it's not me you're talking to in your dream.. it's not me anymore..I hold you tighter.. wrap my wings around you.. these blood stained wings.. your blood.. hold you tighter.. just a little longer.. just a little longer.. let go.. let go.. you'll wake.. my sleeping princess will fade away when you wake.. again you speak.. "I love you.." I love you too.. but you can't feel me.. wake up.. end your dreams and awake.. the door opens.. it's time for me to.. footsteps.. good-bye princess.. I open your window and look back only once.. to see him waking you.. to see him loving you.. step out onto the ledge and let myself fall.. my wings can hold me.. the bloodstained wings.. stained with the letters
L O V E.. my sleeping princess.. my dream girl.. I'll always be your guardian.. I'll always be your angel.. and I will always love you..
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