That's what i love about sunday
I had a pretty good day today.....till i got to school :) I woke up late to my alarm, about 7:05 five minutes after i usually leave. So i decided to take the morning off. Took a long shower, listen to some CMT, while doing some make up work for photo. then went to Jiffy lube, safeway, and finally to the post office. oh and i stoped by mill pond to show cindy my dress for homecomming and give her James's shirt and tie. i swear i love that family. It was really relaxing, even though it sounds boring. i think i really needed to do this today just for my mental health. i cant stand lying the kind thats done to my face. thats probably the one thing that hurts me the most..... i think one thing ive learned from lillies whole ordeal is to stop relying my happiness on if my friends are happy or not. i care if my friends are happy, but i can't let their lives come between mine and God's relationship. I need to find my purpose.....for some reason i think God has already shown me, but im choosing not to look at it because it will be too hard or whatever. i think i need prayer...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................i do. Jessica i love you and im sorry i didnt tell you sooner :)