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Sep 26, 2006 15:49

I have almost been down here for two months. It has gone by really fast. I am having a amazingly good time, but I am realizing I really wish I had more balance in my life. I miss being with my girlfriends and hanging out. I feel like I haven´t really done that since I left Western. Probably because I haven´t. I wish I could be with Gabriel one day and all of them the next. It would be amazing. It seems like the state of my life is, besides 2000 miles, great. It dosen´t matter where I am anymore, everything else is always 2000 or 5000 miles away, depending on how you look at it. I want them to invent one of those beaming machines from star trek so you can zap yourself somewhere just because. Or I guess I need to change my perspective so I can actually feel comfortable anywhere without wishing it were somewhere else.

I have also concluded that not practicing is alot like not showering. When I don´t, I feel stinky, guilty, and a little smug. In a lot of ways I know that the relaxed pace down here is good for me, but in other ways I am slacking like I never thought I could. I´ll just enjoy it while it lasts.

By the way, I can go three days without showering because mexico is stinky enough to mask the smell!! Just kidding, but ACK! Cover the sewers please!
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