Silence?
first day of school today. first positive thing: hey, we start school after an information-event, which started at 10:40 am. So we went to the auditorium to listen to the usual stuff (bla, smoking in school is not permitted at all anymore, bla, bla, have fun.)... After that, 2 great hours in the fascinating world of physics.. geez.. That was my great day in school. boring. Tomorrow english, art(photography, really looking forward to this) and german. Gonna be a boring day. But i gotta get it done. And i gotta get it all done good. Because i'm finally striving for a goal!
I wanna study. I wanna study at TU-Darmstadt. i really like that university and the informatics-courses they got. And the city isn't that big that it has lost its charme as a university city (e.g. munich, berlin,...).
Nothing new at home. HE still just offends me, insults me, provokes me, simply pisses me off. Comes into my room every fucking 10 minutes for asking me to do something or just to insult me, insult my friends, whatever. Example: He wants to place a cupboard in my room. Hey, i don't like it, i don't want it, okay? No, not okay. It fits perfectly here. What part of i don't want it don't you understand? Leave it where it is or throw it away. I don't need it, neither do i want it. Who tells that to you? Who influences you?... blabla, you don't have real friends, they're all bad, blah.
The same thing, every time. Come on, i'm able to make up my own opinion. What the fuck is going on in this guys head? Fuck Off!
Haven't really found a good offer for an appartement yet. The first offer I had a look at was a flat-sharing-community. Too bad the flat was just as messy as the people. Janne had 2 cockroaches on her trousers when we had left the house. Not that good, i guess... ^^
Too many things i want to do. Buying a TV, a new hifi... wait, no.
- Programming that damn Kurswahlsystem
- Getting into university (doing something for school)
- Getting out of here.
- ...
Don't try to involve me in groups bigger than 3-4 persons. Can't really bear this at the moment.
I wanna study. I wanna study at TU-Darmstadt. i really like that university and the informatics-courses they got. And the city isn't that big that it has lost its charme as a university city (e.g. munich, berlin,...).
Nothing new at home. HE still just offends me, insults me, provokes me, simply pisses me off. Comes into my room every fucking 10 minutes for asking me to do something or just to insult me, insult my friends, whatever. Example: He wants to place a cupboard in my room. Hey, i don't like it, i don't want it, okay? No, not okay. It fits perfectly here. What part of i don't want it don't you understand? Leave it where it is or throw it away. I don't need it, neither do i want it. Who tells that to you? Who influences you?... blabla, you don't have real friends, they're all bad, blah.
The same thing, every time. Come on, i'm able to make up my own opinion. What the fuck is going on in this guys head? Fuck Off!
Haven't really found a good offer for an appartement yet. The first offer I had a look at was a flat-sharing-community. Too bad the flat was just as messy as the people. Janne had 2 cockroaches on her trousers when we had left the house. Not that good, i guess... ^^
Too many things i want to do. Buying a TV, a new hifi... wait, no.
- Programming that damn Kurswahlsystem
- Getting into university (doing something for school)
- Getting out of here.
- ...
Don't try to involve me in groups bigger than 3-4 persons. Can't really bear this at the moment.