4 hours is okay for today...
Got to bed late and up early....UGH! I had to make sure that Andrew got up and out for school and with a full belly. Today is a big "getting stuff done day" with alot of physical work involved. I also told my friend\neighbor I would help her get some shit done at her house..she helps me when I need it so its only right. Andrews friend Greg is working for 20 bucks today...good ol greg! I honestly thought he was just being nice and Andrew told me he was paying him 20 for helping..whatever. With all hopes Caiden will sleep in like he has been and then I wont have to fight him but since I have stuff to do this will be the day he is up, and running in the madness.*pulls hair*
Last weekend I ran into a ol "friend".....okay so I fucked him and didnt go any further than that. We were good hanging out pals and flirted alot but I didnt really want to get into anything with anyone not just him. I kinda hurt him and without thinking of him I moved to a different place and failed to pass it on to many. OPPS! Well so I have thought of him often, as a friend as I know his mom doesnt live far from me and just HAPPENED to bump into him. WOW! It was nice to see him but the first time I had to apologize for something like that. He smiled his old smile and with a laugh said dont worry its fine. That made me feel better....really. Another door closed for me. I never told anyone about what I did and now that I have redeemed myself I am not to imbarressed. He is a sweety.....and the one and only man I ever slept with and wasnt dating. I am soooooo serious guys. I felt like I was going to go to hell. Thats too far but I had to make it all right with him.
In the past I talked about the exs "girlfriend" well he says she isnt but even with the move to DM she is there....now really I might have been born yesterday but it wasnt during the day. She now thinks she needs to be right in the middle of EVERYTHING thats said with anyone and yet he still procaims he is single. WELL THAN TELL THAT CRATER FACED BITCH TO STEP THE FUCK BACK AND MIND HER BIZ. CAIDEN ISNT HER DEAL EVEN IF SHE WAS HIS GIRLFRIEND. I am firm on this right here....once you stay with someone for a good period of time than its okay to ease the partner in. I am not going to deal with a ton of skanks till one decides to stay and deal with his shit. Not gonna do it man.
K well I am done for awhile now so Sorry for the big reading again.
Last weekend I ran into a ol "friend".....okay so I fucked him and didnt go any further than that. We were good hanging out pals and flirted alot but I didnt really want to get into anything with anyone not just him. I kinda hurt him and without thinking of him I moved to a different place and failed to pass it on to many. OPPS! Well so I have thought of him often, as a friend as I know his mom doesnt live far from me and just HAPPENED to bump into him. WOW! It was nice to see him but the first time I had to apologize for something like that. He smiled his old smile and with a laugh said dont worry its fine. That made me feel better....really. Another door closed for me. I never told anyone about what I did and now that I have redeemed myself I am not to imbarressed. He is a sweety.....and the one and only man I ever slept with and wasnt dating. I am soooooo serious guys. I felt like I was going to go to hell. Thats too far but I had to make it all right with him.
In the past I talked about the exs "girlfriend" well he says she isnt but even with the move to DM she is there....now really I might have been born yesterday but it wasnt during the day. She now thinks she needs to be right in the middle of EVERYTHING thats said with anyone and yet he still procaims he is single. WELL THAN TELL THAT CRATER FACED BITCH TO STEP THE FUCK BACK AND MIND HER BIZ. CAIDEN ISNT HER DEAL EVEN IF SHE WAS HIS GIRLFRIEND. I am firm on this right here....once you stay with someone for a good period of time than its okay to ease the partner in. I am not going to deal with a ton of skanks till one decides to stay and deal with his shit. Not gonna do it man.
K well I am done for awhile now so Sorry for the big reading again.