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I'm setting herein my bedroom as Ihave moved my computer stuff up here. I've expressed some of whats been bothering me with hudson and he seems to be finally getting the hint so I am willing to give him a second chance since I never really confronted him with allthats been up with me lately. the only thin I have not brought up is how controling he is with my personal life. we have been so busy with work lately that I havent had a chance TO bring it up.
We are also looking into buying a house. we're hopefull we will get it but its also in the back of our heads that we probably wont. Its worth a shot anyway as it will let us know how we sit with our credit and stuff. One thing is for sure if we do before we sign anything I'm pulling him off to the side and telling him that if I agree to do this he is no longer to try and control my personal life.
Anyway I'm sitting up here half sick with a cold and semi depressed becuase I am lonely. If I had the money for a cab I would try going to a few clubs on the weekends but I dont. all the busses that are in my local area stop running at midnight and all the clubs I want to go to dont open till around 10 so thats not much time there. I doubt I would find anyone there that would be interested in me anyway. Even if I did its very likely he wont understand about the gargoyle and be freaked out after I told him and stuff..
Seems like a Gargoyle without a clan has a lonely life huh? Well I'm giogn to put my headphones on and play a game or somethin to keep myself from getting too depressed.
We are also looking into buying a house. we're hopefull we will get it but its also in the back of our heads that we probably wont. Its worth a shot anyway as it will let us know how we sit with our credit and stuff. One thing is for sure if we do before we sign anything I'm pulling him off to the side and telling him that if I agree to do this he is no longer to try and control my personal life.
Anyway I'm sitting up here half sick with a cold and semi depressed becuase I am lonely. If I had the money for a cab I would try going to a few clubs on the weekends but I dont. all the busses that are in my local area stop running at midnight and all the clubs I want to go to dont open till around 10 so thats not much time there. I doubt I would find anyone there that would be interested in me anyway. Even if I did its very likely he wont understand about the gargoyle and be freaked out after I told him and stuff..
Seems like a Gargoyle without a clan has a lonely life huh? Well I'm giogn to put my headphones on and play a game or somethin to keep myself from getting too depressed.