I'm not even mad at how things have panned out
I like to stand at the ocean's edge and watch the immense power of the waves crash into the earth. Look far off into the infinite horizon. The power and the glory of life in turmoil, chaos and persistant instability. I watch the reundance of serenity. The white noise is neither quiet and peaceful nor loud and rambunctious. It is the massive cycle
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Glad to hear you writing. Sorry for the long pause, my 2nd letter back to you at Suffolk got returned in the mail- I don't want you to think I forgot, because I never did.
I don't want to end up just saying obvious things that you likely already know, but life is beautiful (it may also be known as the beautiful struggle), and the inspiration to keep going will come from all variety of people. I've been uncomfortable with my separation from all the people I'm used to knowing and seeing in my town, tired of being out of touch with who's playing here and what's happened while I've been trying to make myself focus on getting to the end of my project, but in a very clear and definite way it's also been the opportunity to more fully conceive of what I really want, what really would make me happy, and what a meaningful life would look like- and being away from the static and noise and gossip (unfortunately, gossip is huge-huge anywhere my old friends are), really helped me think. And I hope that you got a chance to experience the same.
It is time to dance already, though!
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