would you ever ever believe it you couldnt

[knownunsoldier]

things are dicy...
things are very dicy...
when was the last time you watched the royal tennenbaums... ask yourself
torture me this way dont. make me stop but you wont. your prescence wont let me.
your prescence wont let me.
its why i do this its why i do this... destroy my body... im no cutter but on the inside i watch my liver and lungs shredding into ribbons.

why does it feel so impossible to sympathise... "blah blah blah problem problem problem entertain me parker entertain me parker help help help" no! leave me alone

thats why only a select number have access to this journal.

got so sick today felt like throwing up. these last few days or weeks what have you have been so fucking intense.

things are dicy
these entries have been so incoherrent and for that api polli loggi.