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I miss him. Why someone please tell me? Why is it that I can't stop crying?
....When this is all over, well at least when I am ready to talk about it, I will tell you what happened. Until now I just want to cry.
Today at school my dress tore up the back. My Mom had to come pick me up. Then I went to my appointment. Found out I might not have a psychiatrist or therapist any more which means no meds- we've missed 2 appt.s and thats their rule....no shows recieve no treatment. It's their own fault 'cause my Mom would call, but they never got her messages. And then I went to Kel's....
My psychiatrist put me on lexapro. Yay. I got to see my Grandmother. Again Yay.
Thank-you Stephanie for driving straight over and holding me in your arms no questions asked. Thank-you James for driving her. Thank-you Mom (although your never going to read this) for understanding for once and not saying anything at all and just letting me be.
Steph....I am aiming to move in again over the summer hopefully, we have been apart too often. *crosses fingers that nothing stands in the way*
I can't stop worrying. Every song reminds me, every smile, every laugh, every tear.....I used to share them all with him.....How long 'til I can get over him and move on? How long until this hurt goes away?