her and him???

[knowmoretears]

i saw him last nihgt... its sometimes terrible to see someone you care about gush, and fawn over somoeone else...its a hard thing to see....especially when he's fawning over a freind...they like each other but it's hard not to be jeleous.

i saw the way he looked at her..it cut me, especially since i have to be his "friend"

i think...i don't know..

i'm just lonley, and in a bad relationship, and i guess some part of me gets jeleous when i see others happily flirting... i know its wrong.. but it's how i feel...