Feb 28, 2005 02:21
he may finally be out of my system, but dammit it took a long time.
I called him thursday night....he didnt return my call
i called him friday, during the day, and then again saturday night... he didnt return my call
i actually got worried abotu him, because i hadn't heard from him for several days....
i finally went over there, to make sure he was ok, with all sorts of terrible images running through my mind...
i knock... i knock again
he answeres like he hasnt a care in the world...I said you know i hadn't heard from you.. he says..
"oh , i was sleeping" .....
and never thought enough to call me back... we have never gone for more that 3 days not talking to each other... i guess it was the final straw.. i felt so foolish... and stupid for rushing over there.... worry in my face, i must of looked very desperate...
he called today.. i gave him short answers.. he got the point said he'd talk to me later.... he called tonihgt around 1am..... we usually watch Adult Swim together every sunday night... and have been doing so for the last 5-6 months..... whether we were fighting, or angry, we always watched adult swim Sunday night...1am... and i didn't show tonight... nor did i answer my phone..
i think i got him out my system...
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here's to hoping...