oh boy.!
last night i got a booty call.
no big deal right?
EXCEPT
that was the second i'd gotten that day!
BAM! hot stuff, right here. im pretty much in high demand right now.
sorry, just had to brag. this journal is usually pretty depressing and pathetic, i thought i'd spice it up a bit. true story, too. i swear. im not *as* pathetic as i come across.
weird part is - i can't stop thinking about GIRLS. not in a sexual way at all, but i don't have any crushes on any dudes really. sure, the idea of some super rad dude, but no body real. mostly i have been meeting cool chicks i wanna be friends with and getting bummed when i am too shy to add them to facebook, thinking about how much i would KILL for a sweeeeet girls night, or a craft night, that sort of thing. also i read a girls blog at work last and MAN! she is cute and i think we kind of look alike and would be amazing friends in real life! well maybe not amazing friends, but she seems alot like me and we would have a fun time together.
whenever i can't make plans for along time is when i come up with RAD ideas for things to do. I want to sew for hours after spending the day in the wal mart clothes pattern section and value village. i want a girly movie night with cupcakes and board games. i want to paint the walls in my bedroom lavender and change all my bedding to white and fluffy. i want to get rid of some junk in my bedroom and get a HUGE DESK for my typerwriter, laptop and sewing machine. i want to set up my super nintendo. i want to re-frame all my pictures to wooden frames. SO MUCH I WANT TO DO!
but i have to work. alot. because i got really fancy new wheels i pretty much cant afford but it was such a good deal and they dont even make those rims anymore.
whats important though, is that i am happy. i am inspired, i am excited!! and im in a really good place right now - not physically, but mentally. my head feels strong. so i don't care how much its gonna suck working so much this week!
no big deal right?
EXCEPT
that was the second i'd gotten that day!
BAM! hot stuff, right here. im pretty much in high demand right now.
sorry, just had to brag. this journal is usually pretty depressing and pathetic, i thought i'd spice it up a bit. true story, too. i swear. im not *as* pathetic as i come across.
weird part is - i can't stop thinking about GIRLS. not in a sexual way at all, but i don't have any crushes on any dudes really. sure, the idea of some super rad dude, but no body real. mostly i have been meeting cool chicks i wanna be friends with and getting bummed when i am too shy to add them to facebook, thinking about how much i would KILL for a sweeeeet girls night, or a craft night, that sort of thing. also i read a girls blog at work last and MAN! she is cute and i think we kind of look alike and would be amazing friends in real life! well maybe not amazing friends, but she seems alot like me and we would have a fun time together.
whenever i can't make plans for along time is when i come up with RAD ideas for things to do. I want to sew for hours after spending the day in the wal mart clothes pattern section and value village. i want a girly movie night with cupcakes and board games. i want to paint the walls in my bedroom lavender and change all my bedding to white and fluffy. i want to get rid of some junk in my bedroom and get a HUGE DESK for my typerwriter, laptop and sewing machine. i want to set up my super nintendo. i want to re-frame all my pictures to wooden frames. SO MUCH I WANT TO DO!
but i have to work. alot. because i got really fancy new wheels i pretty much cant afford but it was such a good deal and they dont even make those rims anymore.
whats important though, is that i am happy. i am inspired, i am excited!! and im in a really good place right now - not physically, but mentally. my head feels strong. so i don't care how much its gonna suck working so much this week!