Jul 01, 2010 14:21
What makes me cry?
A lot of things. Books for example. I have cried reading a book. Songs. I’ve cried listening to song more than a few times. I don’t cry often in movies, but if there’s one movie that makes me cry every time is American History X.
I cry every time I watch it. Every time!
My dad makes me cry. When I look at him, when he doesn’t notice, and see the worry lines that weren’t there a few months before…Dick makes me cry. He’s everything I could wish for and then some yet we can’t be together. It’s not his fault. It was never his fault.
Sometimes me dreams make my cry. Sometimes I’m flying and others I’m trying not to open the door, but I always open it. I always open it at the end because I know it’s just a dream and dreams can’t hurt me.
Not again anyway.
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Sometimes I cry when I see kids running around. I can’t help it…it’s just…I used to love to run. I loved to run so much. Better than flying of dancing or even sex. Okay, maybe not better than sex.
God, I wish I could run one more time.
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