school's out!!!
yes! sch's out for a week or so... had been a couch potato at home alllll day long. My last official holiday. After that it'll be work work work and more work!
it'd been almost 4 mths plus since i came back from US. and yes... i still miss the life there.... miss the people, miss everything!
Looked back those emails he sent me... and it got me thinking... seeing how he is now. It made me cry.... is it because of me that he become someone so competitive? so driven? i dunno... but my tears just roll down when i see those marathon photos.... definitely, i am happy for him! but... is that really him? seeing his expression and all... i dunno.... he asked me whether i wanted to run 21km with him. guess i'm glad i didn't if not he wouldn't have gotten such an awesome timing. I'm proud of him. not that i'd never been, but this is the first time i really really feel so proud of him....
so much is going through my mind. way too much for my small lil brain to process.... can i just take this hols to relax? i really dun wanna think. the more i think, the more i wanna be single. Perhaps, that's how i am suppose to be...
school's out. i wish i can scream and shout.. but i can't.
it'd been almost 4 mths plus since i came back from US. and yes... i still miss the life there.... miss the people, miss everything!
Looked back those emails he sent me... and it got me thinking... seeing how he is now. It made me cry.... is it because of me that he become someone so competitive? so driven? i dunno... but my tears just roll down when i see those marathon photos.... definitely, i am happy for him! but... is that really him? seeing his expression and all... i dunno.... he asked me whether i wanted to run 21km with him. guess i'm glad i didn't if not he wouldn't have gotten such an awesome timing. I'm proud of him. not that i'd never been, but this is the first time i really really feel so proud of him....
so much is going through my mind. way too much for my small lil brain to process.... can i just take this hols to relax? i really dun wanna think. the more i think, the more i wanna be single. Perhaps, that's how i am suppose to be...
school's out. i wish i can scream and shout.. but i can't.