now i write while i'm away, letters that you'll never read

[know_your_onion]

dear trevor;

you said you'd always be here to wipe away my tears,
but where are you now? thank you for throwing away everything we had and forgetting i ever existed. yeah i know i was a horrible gf. but if you truly loved me, if you truly could not live with out me, than keep me in your life. don't cut me off completely because we're not together anymore. please talk to me. you were the reason i felt so alive. now you are slowly killing me. just talk to me, help me live again. ive never been so sorry ever in my whole life.

love , jessica.

go explore those other women,
the geography of their bodies,
but there's just one map you'll need.
you're a boomerang, you'll see.
you will return to me.

cause if you don't than this book's all lies.
if you don't than all my plans would be ruined.
if you don't i'll start drinking like the way i drank before.
you know, i just won't have a future anymore.