exorcism

[know_now_then]

i never meant for you to find what i wrote
i never meant for you know
just how much it hurt
just how low i can really go

so i thought i'd give up the ghost of us
laugh about my silly little exorcism
but the funny thing is
i'm drowning myself
in a sea of cynicism

i never meant for things to go so wrong
i never meant for you to know
i can go without beathing
for quite so long

so here's the fool
here's the silly little boy
who cant find himself
who still lives in fear of joy

i never meant for you to see my words
the things of you that i wrote
but you found it all
found all my notes

i never meant for you to find what i wrote
i never meant for you to know
how much it hurt
how low i really can go

so i thought i'd give up the ghost of us
laugh at my little exorcism