Zen Is For Pussies
(mood-fuck)
(music- Opeth.. whatever)
i totally fucking forgot that i get fucking depressed right before spring... goddammit.. i was fucking wondering why i felt so shitty upstairs. i was worse than i am now last year though... fuck it. this is shit... you people that have issues with depression or mania or panic attacks all year have my fucking amazement. i can barely handle this shit for a few weeks in the tail end of winter. fuck. fuck this. i need to get out of this house, but i gotta clean shit... fuck. fuck. goddammit..
(music- Opeth.. whatever)
i totally fucking forgot that i get fucking depressed right before spring... goddammit.. i was fucking wondering why i felt so shitty upstairs. i was worse than i am now last year though... fuck it. this is shit... you people that have issues with depression or mania or panic attacks all year have my fucking amazement. i can barely handle this shit for a few weeks in the tail end of winter. fuck. fuck this. i need to get out of this house, but i gotta clean shit... fuck. fuck. goddammit..