Why I May Be Retarded
So today I learned that I'm totally oblivious. Apparently over a month ago I was the object of two best friends affections. They were supposedly fighting over me? I never realized this was happening, I thought we were all friends who were having a boozy good time over summer....
So I'm retarded and here's why. They were calling to hangout almost everyday, offering to drive me, and spot me for booze....then after a month, I hear nothing and I honestly didn't think anything about that at all. No joke I saw one of them today, he was a total ass whole to me and wednesday I called the other to hangout and he said he'd get back to me and never did. Looking back it makes so much sense, but I really don't pick up on things like this if I'm not flat out told there's an interest. I didn't even know what happened until three hours ago when I was told by a mutual friend of the surrounding drama that I didn't pick up on. I operate under the impression that if someone wants to be around you, in either a friend or special friend way, they will make some effort to do so otherwise there's no point in thinking about it.
But I'm thinking about it because I think it may be time to change how I operate, because I'm starting to realize I really don't question things enough.
So I'm retarded and here's why. They were calling to hangout almost everyday, offering to drive me, and spot me for booze....then after a month, I hear nothing and I honestly didn't think anything about that at all. No joke I saw one of them today, he was a total ass whole to me and wednesday I called the other to hangout and he said he'd get back to me and never did. Looking back it makes so much sense, but I really don't pick up on things like this if I'm not flat out told there's an interest. I didn't even know what happened until three hours ago when I was told by a mutual friend of the surrounding drama that I didn't pick up on. I operate under the impression that if someone wants to be around you, in either a friend or special friend way, they will make some effort to do so otherwise there's no point in thinking about it.
But I'm thinking about it because I think it may be time to change how I operate, because I'm starting to realize I really don't question things enough.