Mar 13, 2006 21:55
K, I'm struggling for a way to mesh all my thoughts together into one tangible idea, but I might fail. So, if nothing is making much sense, it's because I've abandoned hope. : )
So, Rita is gone all this week. I've made it past today (Monday) with a little help of my VCR, so that's good. One day down...seven more to go. : ( Well, tomorrow won't be so bad. I'm having dinner with my relatives, so that's good. I'm glad I'm having dinner with them because it sucks to cook for one person. Therefore, my meals have been one of two things...apples or chips and salsa. ....now...clearly, while these foods are somewhat healthy in and of themselves, something tells me I may be lacking some nutrition here. Heh. I took some vitamins today to keep myself somewhat in check but it will be nice to have some actual food tomorrow. Heh. I think I may spend Wednesday evening cooking an extravagant meal that could potentially last for days. Methinks I should get some ideas from le web. Of course, if any of you beautiful people know of some simple yet totally delicious stuff I could make with chicken or ground hamburger, feel free to let me now. I will expand upon the rest. Wednesday and Thursday are bound to suck ass besides that, though...oh! Shit! St. Patrick's Day IS on Friday....well, that brings me to my next point.
So, I was talking to Kruger tonight (old boyfriend) and he was like, "Yeah, you should totally come down to Mankato some time." and I was like, "Yeah, I'd love to." and he and his friends were like, "Hmmm....how do we kidnap Pam?" : ) So it was thought that I would head down there tonight (it's only 1.5 hours away...not SO terrible) to live it up a little, but the roads are complete shit. Sooooo we decided that, if entirely possible, I would make it down there for St. Patrick's Day...I told him it was Saturday. I guess he'll figure that one out for himself. You know, Rita's absence drives me insane. This is good, though. It tells me that I mustn't live alone....ever....lest I go mad. However, I suppose if one was constantly occupied with something, one would not have time to go bonkers. ...Note to self: Get a new job.
In other news, I am no longer occupied with such things that took place on various weekends rendering me incapable of answering the phone. Heh...so yeah. Good times, but I'm ready to move on. ...and so I have. You know, people...I think I have relationship issues. Not so much being a part of a relationship itself, but being with the same person for a long period of time. It happens with everyone I've ever been with. I meet someone, we hit it off, and finally we make it official. Months go by...and I start to get bored and annoyed. Can't help it. Then, all of a sudden, the person just morphs into a total monster and because I wanna be fair, I end it before I become supremely unhappy. I think it's only right. This bothers me, though, 'cos what does that say about the kind of person I need? Someone who can keep me surprised and entertained and busy and whatnot? Ugh...if only such a person existed. I think I'll be a hermit. Then I won't have to deal with this shit. : ) It's honestly okay, though. I don't feel loneliness anymore. For once, I am perfectly happy right where I am. Single and alone. *deep breath in* Ahhh yes. :D
Well, that's all for me, guys. Lata!
~Pamela