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i've been a little off this week, i don't know, i think that the girl i've been seeing has lost interest, but she hasn't said anything to make me think so. i wish i knew what to say to her to get an answer without being offensive, i know she's busy, but she had at least been calling me before. we never had any agreement, it's a relationship based on sex, which is totally unstable. i'm starting to feel like i don't know her very well, which is true, but i've found myself thinking about the fact that it would be curtious of her to tell me one way or another, if she's simply busy, or would rather not continue spending time together because of a lack of interest.
i wish i wasn't such a loser, no licence, shitty job. things that would make me more attractive seem to drag down my chances when they're absent.