most probably don't wanna read this:)
well..this is just a little update on the boy situation for those of you that care..if you don't, don't read any further:P i'm still not fully myself with him, i'm almost there, pretty much we've come to the decision that i'm still worried about what he thinks, but i don't need to cause apparently something already worked..he's a good guy..at first i didn't think it was possible that everything he said was true cause well..i'm used to guys lying about what they do and saying crap just to appease girls cause they know that's what the girl wants to hear..i was suspicious of his goodiness at first and his busy schedule, but i've witnessed a lot of what he does and he's just actually busy..and he's already said he won't say stuff just to make me happy..at first i thought that was kinda grr, but then i realized it means so much more cause he actually means it..he won't apologize if he has no reason to, and well..that took me by surprise too, but once again i realized that's the way it should be..i like him..i really do..i'm still on the chase..but he's not the type of person to take anything fast, and i'm intrigued by that..i don't usually get comfy until i commit to someone, and he's not willing to commit until i'm comfy and me..and you know what..i'm okay with that:) i like all his friends and that says a lot about him in my opinion..and his ex (who happens to be dating his roommate/friend) and i hit it off..she's really nice..and that says a lot too..anyway..he's trying out for the kissimmee kreatures tomorrow..he has the potential and i hope he makes it just because he wants to so bad, but if he does make it, i don't know what will happen..you know..we just talked about it and he brought it up and joked about it and said i have nothing to worry about..sure buddy:P but we shall see..ugh..off to watch shall we dance..hope it's good:)