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so much shit is going on. everything really couldn't get worse. i feel like i've thrown my whole life away coming to germany. what was this for?
everyday is a new problem..a fight to start..a reason to cry and a spiral down into the darkest hole.
the nerve of some people. mean people do suck and i wish i could just say fuck you!
no respect at all....i'm not a person to them.
jess and i are going crazy and have to get out of here.
the plan:
we spoke with another family..the first family we met in october. on the 25th we will be moving in with them.
but it's not possible to stay here longer than this weekend.
we have arranged for someone to let us use their credit card and rent us a car. on monday we can pick up the car in Bochum and dive to Nuremburg and stay there for a while.
we will probaly end up in several youth hostiles and staying with jess family a lot of the time.
on the 25th we will rent another car to get us to Berne. Berne, Switzerland is a few hours from Nuremburg and maybe we won't get lost driving there. >
i would sleep in koln for the weekend..anything to get out of this shit hole.
everyday is a new problem..a fight to start..a reason to cry and a spiral down into the darkest hole.
the nerve of some people. mean people do suck and i wish i could just say fuck you!
no respect at all....i'm not a person to them.
jess and i are going crazy and have to get out of here.
the plan:
we spoke with another family..the first family we met in october. on the 25th we will be moving in with them.
but it's not possible to stay here longer than this weekend.
we have arranged for someone to let us use their credit card and rent us a car. on monday we can pick up the car in Bochum and dive to Nuremburg and stay there for a while.
we will probaly end up in several youth hostiles and staying with jess family a lot of the time.
on the 25th we will rent another car to get us to Berne. Berne, Switzerland is a few hours from Nuremburg and maybe we won't get lost driving there. >
i would sleep in koln for the weekend..anything to get out of this shit hole.