May 03, 2006 20:31
so today matt and i went to some car thingy in mount clemenm (sp???) anyway to hang out with josh, jackie, tom, jason, jen and some other kid i don't know. none of them said a word to me and for some reason its my fault bc i was being a bitch. ok so first of all i didn't say a word to either of them and i didn't do anything to any of them so how is that being bitchy??? so now matt and i are fighting bc of it. U should also know that about a week ago we were at josh and jackies when i made a comment that i got teary eyed bc of things that matt and josh had said so now josh isn't talking to me anymore and somehow some reason this is all my fault??? What the fuck. so now matts not gonna let me hang out with his friends and he's not going to hang out with my friends. ya know we never had this problem until josh came into the picture, but oh wait no its all my fault cause i'm a bitch rt? WHAT THE FUCK????!!!!!!!!!
The comment was made bc everytime i say something josh has a smart ass comment to make so i just wasn't saying much and matt told me that i should go home bc i'm not having any fun and i was being a bitch and thats when i started getting teary eyed and when i told jackie she told josh who took it the wrong way so now he won't talk to me and i'm a bitch forever.
In all the years that most of u have known me how many times have i been bitchy??????
let me answer my own question not very many because very rarely am i a bitchy person, what does josh just bring out the bitchyness in me or something??? AHHHHHHHHHH is all i can say i don't know what to do i don't know what to say what the hell.
A little help here anyone...please....thank you...