Bah
I have no idea what I want to do in life anymore. Depression is starting to get the best of me. Everything is starting to get the best of me. I was addicted to DXM for a while, I never told anyone, but I did it like every night for about 4 months... I finally got off of it... But now shit is falling on my heavy, before I had a way to escape it, and now I don't. I don't want to go back to being how I was, but then again I don't want to have to deal with the way everything is. Fucking A. I have no idea what to do...
I'm ready to walk away,
But that won't help me now.
Just carry on this way,
But I don't know how.
I'm longing for that day,
so wildly profound.
If I Died Tonight,
That would be allright,
Just as long as you met me there.
I would leave this place,
Just to see your face,
Cuz I know that you're waiting there.
On my own again,
You won't be around.
There are hearts to mend,
and they need me somehow.
It's all I have to bring,
You put me in the fight.
I'll give up everything...
Let me die tonight...
If I died tonight,
That would be allright,
Just as long as you met me there.
I would leave this place,
Cuz I know that you're waiting there.
(I... Will... Die, Die Tonight)
If I died tonight,
That would be allright,
Just as long as you met me there.
I would leave this place,
Cuz I know that you're waiting there.
I'm ready to walk away,
But that won't help me now.
Just carry on this way,
But I don't know how.
I'm longing for that day,
so wildly profound.
If I Died Tonight,
That would be allright,
Just as long as you met me there.
I would leave this place,
Just to see your face,
Cuz I know that you're waiting there.
On my own again,
You won't be around.
There are hearts to mend,
and they need me somehow.
It's all I have to bring,
You put me in the fight.
I'll give up everything...
Let me die tonight...
If I died tonight,
That would be allright,
Just as long as you met me there.
I would leave this place,
Cuz I know that you're waiting there.
(I... Will... Die, Die Tonight)
If I died tonight,
That would be allright,
Just as long as you met me there.
I would leave this place,
Cuz I know that you're waiting there.