BLAH!

[knopp1x]

Fuck it all, dude... I dunno what to do anymore. I dunno what to live for anymore... I'm so confused, I don't know what I'm doing, where I'm going, I can't remember where I've been, what I've done... Everything's a blur... And I don't know why... I do, but I don't at the same time... I can't explain things to myself like I wish I could... I can't

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[knopp1x]

You say that but you leave up those messages to him, oh i love you so much you are my everything I wanna be with you forever. How am I supposed to believe what you tell me, that you want to be with me again, when you say things like that? You say you still love me but I don't feel it. That's what I am saying. I don't feel the love from you now, it's only words that you're telling me. If you still love me, prove it to me, show me that you do. I can't just believe you whenever you turn right around and say the things you used to say to me to someone else... It's like that saying you like... "kiss me like you used to."

You know I still love you, I tell you every day. You say it back to me but I don't know that it really means anything now... So are you saying that I am still your true love? But you said to Laura that you feel more for him than you do me, so how can that be? If I am your true love, why can't you show me that? You're not afraid to hurt me by being with someone else, yet I am your true love, so why can't you hurt someone else to be with me? You said you dont want to break his heart, so how can you break mine if I am still your true love? Or am I taking that statment wrong? Are you saying that I was your true love, or that I still am, now, but you just don't want me right now? If I am your true love, it wouldn't kill you to show me some love every now and then... If you're gonna keep me around like this you can't just give me false hope, someone can only go so long untill they start to feel that what they're hoping for isn't true, or won't come true.

Autumn, I love you with all my heart, but I need to know if you still love me like that, too...

<333 Always and Forever