Nov 16, 2004 20:34
I thought to day was gunna be good cuz I get to see joe and I have not seen him in 3 months. But it was the total opposite. Skool was okay again...another day trying to avoid Christina. Lunch was pretty fun...we ate in mr.Johnson's room n me n sarah were lyk pegging the water bottle at each otha, I tried to hit gina (sorry...lol). Then Mr.J was threatening to drop my chicken on the floor if I didnt tell him y me n Christina arent friends anymore. that was funni. lol. Then school was ova n Sarah rode the bus home wid me ya shakeeb has a really annoying laugh.lol. Then we were pretending that my house was a recording studio, but then we had to go to marilyns house. But wen we record a song I will tell you guys!!lol. Then afta that I went to my grandpas house and I saw Joe. At first I thought it was guna go well but it was the total opposite. It started out fine...I showed him my pix frm homecoming. then I asked to see his fone, so I was looking at it and I come along some pix of susan(his stalker that suked his d), she was n her f'in underwear. It was soooo gross....she is fat and ugly. Then I came along his text messages....So of course I go to the outgoing messages first, n I c dat he sent one 2 susan sayin "Babi i luv u". And I asked him bout it and he said he didnt send that. omg I couldnt even look at him for the rest of my tym wid him. Ughhh....I am sooooo pissed. Then me n my mom were on our way home n she was lyk, "Jessica, do you still love him?".... I began to cry bcuz rite then i realized how deep my feelings were for him. It really hurt to c dat stuff on hiz fone
well imma go sulk now....
<33Jessica
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