ughghgh
You know, the one thing about LiveJournal, I can actually sort of keep up with OTHER people - not just help me sort out my own feelings and thoughts. Duh.
So along those lines I've noticed it's becoming a more and more difficult a year for me and a lot of my friends...especially over the last few months. It just seems to be one thing after another after another...bing, bang, boom - you're dead.
My head is starting to spin faster and faster, I can feel it. There are so many things I have to deal with and confront within the next few weeks that I don't think I'm adult enough to handle yet, I really don't feel it. I suppose the only way to feel more adult to actually come face-to-face with all this shit and actually deal with it.
UGH BUT I DON'T WANT TO!
And I am SO furious about this whole car thing from this past week - I just saw a letter I got from the Dean of Students and he was basically condemning me for having MY name appear in the police blotter for getting pulled over for something that had nothing to do with me and wasn't even remotely my fault. HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT?! I'm writing a letter back to the Dean, to the local paper AND to the police for all this shit. The police had NO right releasing MY name to the paper, especially over something that the cop tells me probably wasn't even my fault (cute cop at least, by the way). The paper had NO right publishing MY name, age AND where I'm from, especially SINCE IT FUCKING ISN'T MY FAULT. And lastly, how DARE Krikorian fucking tell me that my off-campus behavior reflects badly on me and any further action will be involved in disciplinary action. I AM SO FUCKING IRATE YOU HAVE NO IDEA. This is seriously slander now - because MY PARENT'S (not MINE, I don't own a car, I just drive one that my parents own and let me) INSURANCE (because THEY PAY INSURANCE) didn't inform the fucking DMV properly about our changing insurance companies, a suspension was put on my car, and was anyone informed of the suspension of this registration (nooooooope), and so when I accidentally "blew" a stop sign the other night, I get vehicle taken away...and all of a sudden I'm a fucking criminal.
Fuck life.
So along those lines I've noticed it's becoming a more and more difficult a year for me and a lot of my friends...especially over the last few months. It just seems to be one thing after another after another...bing, bang, boom - you're dead.
My head is starting to spin faster and faster, I can feel it. There are so many things I have to deal with and confront within the next few weeks that I don't think I'm adult enough to handle yet, I really don't feel it. I suppose the only way to feel more adult to actually come face-to-face with all this shit and actually deal with it.
UGH BUT I DON'T WANT TO!
And I am SO furious about this whole car thing from this past week - I just saw a letter I got from the Dean of Students and he was basically condemning me for having MY name appear in the police blotter for getting pulled over for something that had nothing to do with me and wasn't even remotely my fault. HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT?! I'm writing a letter back to the Dean, to the local paper AND to the police for all this shit. The police had NO right releasing MY name to the paper, especially over something that the cop tells me probably wasn't even my fault (cute cop at least, by the way). The paper had NO right publishing MY name, age AND where I'm from, especially SINCE IT FUCKING ISN'T MY FAULT. And lastly, how DARE Krikorian fucking tell me that my off-campus behavior reflects badly on me and any further action will be involved in disciplinary action. I AM SO FUCKING IRATE YOU HAVE NO IDEA. This is seriously slander now - because MY PARENT'S (not MINE, I don't own a car, I just drive one that my parents own and let me) INSURANCE (because THEY PAY INSURANCE) didn't inform the fucking DMV properly about our changing insurance companies, a suspension was put on my car, and was anyone informed of the suspension of this registration (nooooooope), and so when I accidentally "blew" a stop sign the other night, I get vehicle taken away...and all of a sudden I'm a fucking criminal.
Fuck life.