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Getting lost in your own confusion is confusing. Confusion has taken over an entire life. Everything that was somehow put together seems to be covered up in a world of mixed up emotion. Unable to make sense of the big picture a person can get lost in themselves or someone else. I dont understand. How can feelings seem so clear and then so blurry. How can you act one way one day and then different the next and then go back to the same thing. That sentance alone is confusing. How can you love something that you can find yourself hating? How can you hate something you love? Why does it switch back and forth? Why cant any of these questions be answered? God its a fucking universe of unanswerable questions that truely i dont think can be answered...but can be figured out. I want to know...to know is to have shit together...which i once did at least have some of it together and at this moment in time i feel helpless and like what i once knew was somehow erased. This feeling may be temporary and im sure it is...but how temorary?