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I feel completely empty right now.
No, its not because I just drained out almost every penny I have in school shit, but I literally feel empty..drained..like theres nothing left of me, and all I want to do is sleep. My heart aches every second, and thinking about stuff makes it worse. I've been getting these horrible anxiety attacks...and it brings back times from the past that I dont want to re-live.
I think I'm getting depressed. I cant explain why...I wont explain why. All I know is that I think I am, and I hope it goes away soon. I hate feeling like this.
Being rushed doesn't sit well with you, and if someone's pushing you in the romantic arena at the beginning of the week, well, you're going to push back (and rightfully so). On Wednesday and Thursday, though, your love life moves at your delicious pace; you're feeling fabulous, and all your senses are fully engaged with a world (and perhaps a person) seemingly designed to please them. Make a date to take in some art or enjoy nature. This weekend, unlike at the week's outset, you're the one doing the rushing. Try communicating your feelings instead of furthering your agenda.
That=Crap.
I want to go home to my mom and my dog. =(
No, its not because I just drained out almost every penny I have in school shit, but I literally feel empty..drained..like theres nothing left of me, and all I want to do is sleep. My heart aches every second, and thinking about stuff makes it worse. I've been getting these horrible anxiety attacks...and it brings back times from the past that I dont want to re-live.
I think I'm getting depressed. I cant explain why...I wont explain why. All I know is that I think I am, and I hope it goes away soon. I hate feeling like this.
Being rushed doesn't sit well with you, and if someone's pushing you in the romantic arena at the beginning of the week, well, you're going to push back (and rightfully so). On Wednesday and Thursday, though, your love life moves at your delicious pace; you're feeling fabulous, and all your senses are fully engaged with a world (and perhaps a person) seemingly designed to please them. Make a date to take in some art or enjoy nature. This weekend, unlike at the week's outset, you're the one doing the rushing. Try communicating your feelings instead of furthering your agenda.
That=Crap.
I want to go home to my mom and my dog. =(