Gez if this craps starting already and I've only been here a day, I dont think we'll make it 4 years
Egh, waking up early sucks. I have 15 minutes till I have to meet with my councelor at Valencia, and I'm too tired to even talk to anyone, but I have to choose my classes and check if my financial aid made it there.
Last night was weird. Chris was being so effing weird. Well he told me that he might not be able to make it to see me this weekend, and I understood really. And I even told him I did like 4 times and then it got to the point where I wanted to joke around with him and I told him that Veros more important to him than me, and I know thats not true, I wouldnt think something like that...I should of at least told him I was joking so I guess thats my fault, but I thought he knew. So he got upset, and I made him feel bad. (already!) It really is ok...there will be other weekends. Its no big deal. I think I'll ask someone else to come see me so I wont be bored, but I was looking forward to seeing Chris. And I wont see him all next week. Oh well =(
I dunno, he was being really emo and weird, and he never gets that upset so quickly.
Oh and Chris by the way you dont have to lie to me about buying cigarettes, I saw you buy them and I'm not stupid. Yeah I'm gonna bitch at you for smoking and I promise I always will, but Its not like I'm gonna break up with you for it, and hate you. You can make you're own decisions I'm not going to make them for you, and if you want to smoke then smoke...dont listen to me when I say dont buy them...I'll always say dont, but if you want them then get them. I love you, and dont want you to try to hide it from me, because I know already and I'm not stupid, nor was I born yesterday.
I just wish you were here with me right now.
Last night was weird. Chris was being so effing weird. Well he told me that he might not be able to make it to see me this weekend, and I understood really. And I even told him I did like 4 times and then it got to the point where I wanted to joke around with him and I told him that Veros more important to him than me, and I know thats not true, I wouldnt think something like that...I should of at least told him I was joking so I guess thats my fault, but I thought he knew. So he got upset, and I made him feel bad. (already!) It really is ok...there will be other weekends. Its no big deal. I think I'll ask someone else to come see me so I wont be bored, but I was looking forward to seeing Chris. And I wont see him all next week. Oh well =(
I dunno, he was being really emo and weird, and he never gets that upset so quickly.
Oh and Chris by the way you dont have to lie to me about buying cigarettes, I saw you buy them and I'm not stupid. Yeah I'm gonna bitch at you for smoking and I promise I always will, but Its not like I'm gonna break up with you for it, and hate you. You can make you're own decisions I'm not going to make them for you, and if you want to smoke then smoke...dont listen to me when I say dont buy them...I'll always say dont, but if you want them then get them. I love you, and dont want you to try to hide it from me, because I know already and I'm not stupid, nor was I born yesterday.
I just wish you were here with me right now.