A letter to the Ex.
Dear Nick,
So…I’ve been doing fine after we broke up. Until right now. I just had a little episode. I didn’t cry but I felt like I was going to get sick. What makes it even worse is the fact that you couldn’t care less what’s going on with me. When we were talking on the phone you said we should still be friends and you said you’d call me back. But you didn’t call me back Nick. My heart literally stops every time it rings. I always hope it’s going to be you. And it never is. You just don’t care. If you don’t want to be my friend why would you even get my hopes up? We used to be such good friends. I could talk to you about everything. I can’t stop thinking about you and I can’t stop talking about you. And I realize that sometimes I wasn’t nice to you, but realize that that was just because you hurt my feelings. A lot. And you did it a lot more than I ever told anyone. While we were tog. I didn’t tell people about all the shitty stuff that was going on. I think I must have thought that if I didn’t talk about it, it would go away. Well, it did go away I guess…
You know what Nick. These are just a few tips for the next time you try having a relationship with someone. Maybe when you’re 45 you’ll be able to handle it…
1. --Stop being so immature. Sometimes it’s fun but you never know when to stop.
2. --Stop being so fucking selfish. I did so many things for you and you never acknowledged them. I didn’t do those things because I wanted to be thanked. I did them because I cared. And when people care about other people they want to do things for them. They want to make sacrifices on their part to make the other person happy. And judging by this, you didn’t care very much at all Nick.
3. --Stop being a bitch.
4. --Stop being greedy.
5. --Stop being cheap.
6. --Start talking about your feelings. I know it’s awkward but get the fuck over it. You’re never going to move anywhere unless you can talk about what you want and what you think.
Nick, I hope that you find someone who can deal with your selfishness. I went into our “relationship” thinking that because we were dating you’d change and stop being so selfish. And I was completely wrong. So have a nice life Nick. It’s too bad that we can’t talk anymore.
So…I’ve been doing fine after we broke up. Until right now. I just had a little episode. I didn’t cry but I felt like I was going to get sick. What makes it even worse is the fact that you couldn’t care less what’s going on with me. When we were talking on the phone you said we should still be friends and you said you’d call me back. But you didn’t call me back Nick. My heart literally stops every time it rings. I always hope it’s going to be you. And it never is. You just don’t care. If you don’t want to be my friend why would you even get my hopes up? We used to be such good friends. I could talk to you about everything. I can’t stop thinking about you and I can’t stop talking about you. And I realize that sometimes I wasn’t nice to you, but realize that that was just because you hurt my feelings. A lot. And you did it a lot more than I ever told anyone. While we were tog. I didn’t tell people about all the shitty stuff that was going on. I think I must have thought that if I didn’t talk about it, it would go away. Well, it did go away I guess…
You know what Nick. These are just a few tips for the next time you try having a relationship with someone. Maybe when you’re 45 you’ll be able to handle it…
1. --Stop being so immature. Sometimes it’s fun but you never know when to stop.
2. --Stop being so fucking selfish. I did so many things for you and you never acknowledged them. I didn’t do those things because I wanted to be thanked. I did them because I cared. And when people care about other people they want to do things for them. They want to make sacrifices on their part to make the other person happy. And judging by this, you didn’t care very much at all Nick.
3. --Stop being a bitch.
4. --Stop being greedy.
5. --Stop being cheap.
6. --Start talking about your feelings. I know it’s awkward but get the fuck over it. You’re never going to move anywhere unless you can talk about what you want and what you think.
Nick, I hope that you find someone who can deal with your selfishness. I went into our “relationship” thinking that because we were dating you’d change and stop being so selfish. And I was completely wrong. So have a nice life Nick. It’s too bad that we can’t talk anymore.